Writing Again?

It’s been 4 years since I last posted.

Logging into my blog again after what feels like an eternity, I felt a wave rushing in my heart.

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I looked at the drafts I have in my list of posts. Wow, I had ideas. I had words. I had thoughts.

Now? I’m stuck, and numb by the constant worldly matters that requires my immediate attention and action. My thoughts are short. Some might argue short thoughts are better, they’re clearer and more concise. I no longer think like how I used to- expanding my thoughts and questioning things. It’s like I’ve been on autopilot all these years. I have been running, chasing don’t know what, for far too long I’m losing sight of what matters to me.

“Don’t let it sucks the life out of you”.

Too late. Blanked. Emptied.

I let life get to me. That’s what it is.

It’s an irony that I am still (i.e. my growth), yet I am not at all still (i.e. my life).

To sit still and reflect on one’s life is a necessity yet a luxury in itself.

I’ve been wanting to go back to my blog- to write again. The main reason why I wrote in here years ago was to improve my writing skills. I am aware that this might not be the ideal place to practice writing for the purpose I (now) intended- the reason why I’m here again is because I want that flow of thought. I want to feel inspired again. I want to be creative- to feel alive.

Thank goodness for this MCO, I now have this opportunity to self-reflect and put things in perspective.

We must after all let hope shines through- always.

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